Man! That felt good. I realized that you can't make everyone happy all of the time. You can't always make everyone feel better. Sometimes, you need to stand up for yourself.
I did that today and it felt so good. For the first time, I am not apologizing for something that I shouldn't apologize for and I'm standing up for myself. I am not going to try and be everyone's friend anymore. That doesn't mean that I am not going to be a friend to everyone... just not with everyone.. make sense? Any who.. Today has been a great day. God is showing me a lot that I need to work on and is depriving me of things I want, but don't need. So I am thankful.
Also, as some of you might have heard/read, I have a job at C28 (The Christian clothing store in the Mall) but you wouldn't know it because I haven't started work yet! haha It has been like 3 weeks... hmm... I am sure I'll start soon, but I really would like to know how long it takes to get a log-in for a computer. Oh well.
I had a nightmare about my manager last night... She was like Meryl Streep in the Devil Wears Prada, only like a million times worse. In my dream I felt like MONDO stressed and almost had a nervous break down... is that bad to have a nervous breakdown in a dream?? haha Anyway, I took a nap today and the dream I had then made up for the one I had last night. :)
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"He has shown you, O man, what is good; And what does the Lord require of you but to do justly, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God?"